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well yesterday i was in the worst mood ever, and i was so upset about everything pretty much. i was thinking way to much, like way to much and how much i miss everything that means the most to me. i had the last day of soccer camp, which sucked. the coaches had three teams for out age group and put all the sweepers on one team and i got to play it once. but i went to allys with lauren and i tried my hardest to not be upset the whole time but people making fun of me does not help, then we went to jills. we saw joey for like 45 minutes, havent seen him the whole summer. that was cool, i guess. he beat me up. um i woke up at 1:19 today, thats the latest i ever woke up this summer. it was good. my mom picked me up and we stopped at the ballis household, i saw brianna we all chatted. dale wants me to come over tonight but i have to babysit my sister, yay. im going to target soon, i want a backpack. i really dont understand why i put up with everyones shit, again this always happen around this time, and i really cant stand it, i dont know why it upsets me so much but i want it to stop. i want to have just one fun year of school with no one giving me shit, i really thought it was gonna be this year, but i know its not. school starts in 10 days. soccer tryouts are on monday. this summer totally sucked. it was such a waste.

so were just friends now, we have nothing s-p-e-c-i-a-l. so yea friends.
peace.